... My Love My Soul...

count..count 4 days more to go hehe.sekarang nih duk count ngan ilmam tunggu papa fly balik dari US ke sini lak.huhu ..ilmam pon hari2 duk tanya bila papa nak balik nih ilmam penat la tunggu papa.sabar yer sayang pasni papa balik la.tu la ayat yang selalu aku bagitau tuk ambik hati ilmam.

so dear welcome back and hopefully pasni dah tak gi lagi yer.susah la without you here.everthing i do my seft.so tau-tau la ilmam camne kan.please..please ask ur boss dont send u again.

dis month papa gi US lagi tinggal la kami berdua.ohh sungguh tension bila memikirkannya.tapi apa boleh buat demi tugas terpaksa la korbankan apa sahaja.actually nak ikut kali nih dah siap buat pasport semua bagai.cuti unpaid leave pon dah approved sekali ada induksi lak.abis cancel semua.takpe tak ada rezeki nak ikut.

so malam sebelum papa gi tido di dengkil dulu tuk cepatkan perjalanan.sebab flight papa kul 925 pagi.sampai di airport papa terus check in.papa naik cathay so Q nak check in panjang giler.tapi kali nih macam ramai jer orang melayu kalu tak cina jer ramai.papa gi Hong Kong dulu transit kat sana pastu baru fly gi US.

kul 130 waktu malaysia papa sms dia dah sampai kat Hong Kong so relax2,solat kat situ sementara tunggu flight ke US.yang kelakarnya papa bagitau kat airport nih ada jer surau selama nih dia duk gi sana solat sambil duduk jer.

so kul 530pagi papa sms lagi sekali bagitau yang dia dah selamat sampai kat US.so kul 11 pagi webcam skype ngan papa.papa tak cite apa2 pon maybe penat sangat la tu.

last sunday gi mmu sebab school ilmam ada sport.ilmam main acara run with balton but by grouping la kan.sonok tengok budak2 main sport nih.before sunday tu sat gi rehasel dulu kat mmu tu.

                                                                   ready boy 

last saturday decide nak gi floria actually dah pergi masa first tu tapi di sebabkan parking yg crowded so balik.floria kat alamanda hehe.

                                                            sibok jer ngan ultroman

not to late to wishing you happy father's day to my dear from me and ilmam.hope you always happiness,dimurahkan rezeki and dirahmati Allah.we alywz love you.

this week is begin school holiday but we doesn't do anything.just back home town a few day nothing much activity can do.sometimes work as teacher like time school holiday but the really tension with students attitude. some student good attitude but and some no good. sometimes i really miss my work place at unikl with friendly freind , netball team and etc.but this school holiday we don't plan any vacation not like this before.

Why some people like to hurt other people? Sometimes i think people like that try to approach herself. isn’t right maybe her thought her has anything and can talk without think feeling other people?



For me people in outside even relative or friend please don’t try to hurtful each other. Don’t ask a sensitive question such why you have 1 child, why don’t follow your hubby not cause loss of left his alone not with wife and child, until now i never see your own home, why....why.... and why and more question like me can't answered one by one. i don’t know how to explain what problem i has and to stop mouth people. i hope one days no people try ask me anything again.


i’m always pray and pray and hope may Allah blessing anything what i do, fulfilled what i want and make me happy with family even though people nothing know what i has. Long times i try think better of it and i need to more be patient, ignore what people talk , think..think...and think positive for seek my life.

last two week ada kids exhibition kat pwtc so aku pon tak lepaskan peluang join exhibition tu.pergi lak last day so orang pon tak payah cakap la kan ramai sangat.berpusu-pusu orang dalam pwtc tu.tapi nak masok tu kena register dulu pastu kena Q abik boarding pass.macam nak naik flight pulak.

sebab dua jer adult so dapat 2 lah boarding pass.children tak payah pakai pass nih......dah masok belek punya belek beli la dua tiga biji buku kat ilmam.so ilmam make sure buat exercise book tu yer dear.pastu jalan-jalan sekali tengok yang grolier punya program.magic english actually dah lama nak beli tapi asyik tertangguh jer.pastu terbeli noddy program.i heard this program thru my friend syerah.syerah said this programme good for learn basic and improved english from started for children

think..think..an think we decided to buy  magic english.we consider this as an investment for my love ilmam.so for me it will be great material for school program. so my dear ilmam remember this i want you to read and please and please dont just put this on shelve without touch ok.if not i give another people even we buy with high price ok.


ilmam says he like and promise want to learn.and we hope our dream may Allah blessing. I belived every parents want the best for their children.

masa besday aku aritu balik hometown sempena adik hubby kawin.pas balik sekolah rushing nak balik hometown.thx to uncle peh hantar kami kat LCCT.actually nih la first time nak airasia tapi for me crowded la naik airasia nih.memang la orang kata nak flight mana-mana sama jer.

ilmam sonok dapat naik flight siap cakap nak jumpa otomen kat atas tu.pengaruh otomen kuat betul anak aku nih.siap buat aksi lagi time tido.hehe

ramai betul manusia kat LCCT nih macam lautan manusia pon ada.ngan foreign lagi macam2 ada bau pon macam leh hidu hehe

time pergi nih salah timing sebab dah petang sangat dan last day.so tak payah cakap la kan ngan jem and ramai orang.nak park pon susah last-last tengok camntu jer.tak puas hati.pergi kejap jer dalam 1/2 hours jer pergi pastu balik.huhu..

time nih kat midvally ada exhibition hartanah so papa nak sangat gi.nak cari rumah kot-kot berkenan.tapi regenya mak aii  expensive maa.lepas belek sana belek sini ada la yang berkenan tapi dalam proses perbincangan lagi nak abik ker tak nak.

pas dah belek semua gi makan pizza huts lak.ilmam suka la makan pizza yang ada banyak prawn.last-last kami berdua la yang habiskan.bertuah punya anak mula-mula cakap akan habiskan last-last ermm....

aritu saja jer search internet sekali terjumpa satu link yang sesuai untuk budak-budak belajar.so try la explore idak la susah sangat pon just simple jer tapi ok la tu budak-budak.budak-budak zaman sekarang nih dah pandai tak macam kita dulo-dulo.dah pandai main internet.kita dulo internet pon tak kenal.

                                                tangan ilmam yang tak sabar nak tunjuk tree
orang dewasa tengok pon macam best jer apa tah lagi budak-budak lagi sonok tengok benda-benda camni


                                                                 how to spell elephant

aritu masa gi beli present untuk besday anak kawan, i saw somethings yang suitable untuk pembelajaran anak untuk peringkat permulaan.word puzzle ok la untuk kanak-kanak macam ilmam yang baru nak kenal huruf-huruf semua tu kan.

word puzzle nih ilmam boleh match it huruf-huruf yang ada and same time leh learn word tu semua.but unfortunately word puzzle nih tak banyak word yang ada.dalam 25 box jer ada so tak boleh nak explore banyak word la kan.takpe slow-slow dulu yer ilmam.


                                                         match it ilmam..go ilmam go

                                                sampai tertongeng-tongeng ilmam match it



                                                                              finally